December 2, 2012
Peace, Love, and Floating Lanterns
November 5, 2012
Myanmar
Despite how the military has marred its country, Myanmar is beautiful. Authentic and unspoiled by western, international, or commerical influences. I was fortunate enough to be invited to Myanmar by a colleague. I enjoyed the unique experience of being a guest taken in by her family who shared their home. We had interesting conversations about conflicting family support for the developing democracy in Myanmar while we drove around visiting the sights. The most impressive was the Shwedagon Pagoda, Myanmar's landmark. The gold pagoda sits atop a hill and at over 300' high can be seen from all over the city. It's over 2,600 years old and thought to have been built to enshrine a few of the Lord Buddha's hairs, or so the story goes...
I was able to check off another of my life's 'to dos' on this trip--hot air ballooning. We were up at the crack of dawn to watch the sun rise over the pagoda ruins of Bagan while the early morning mist gave the temples an air of mystery. From high above we watched the farmers set about their day in the fields. What a beautiful way to experience what's left of over 2,000 temples sprinled across the landscape.
September 16, 2012
Views from the Third Floor: Culture Shock
- the honeymoon phase
- negotiation phase
- adjustment phase
- mastery phase
People have asked me if I plan on staying longer. Hell no. The Thai lifestyle goes against everything I am made up of, and I think I would go insane. If anyone could describe me using 3 words I'm sure they would be: 1) organized 2) neat 3) clean. Thai people are poor communicators; they can't explain anything to you because they don't know themselves, nor do they seem interested in knowing for themselves. Details are not important here. Ignorance is bliss is becoming a new mantra. I like to know what is going on. I always have a plan, but here, even the best laid plans often go awry. If I hear "Oh, I forgot to tell you..." one more time I might go postal. Time is also of no consequence. When you are asked to do something, it means right now, not at your earliest convenience. Or you could sit around waiting and waiting and waiting.
The acceptable level of sanitation keeps me constantly amazed. Bangkok smells like sewage gas and moth balls--even in my apartment. How many people--adults--have I watched walk straight out of a toilet stall and out the door without a pit stop at the sink??? Too many. Ugh. Nose picking is an accepted practice here. Excuse me, nose digging. God, what do they do with it after. I don't know because I stop looking. Insects don't really bother me anymore. I have lifted my plate off the dining table to allow a cockroach to scurry across it. And I have picked numerous ants out of food and drink. I've learned to deal with it.
You may be reading this and thinking Robin's attitude stinks! The honeymoon phase has worn off and this is my everyday, my reality. I don't have easy ways to vent, and I can't take a break from it. It's fun and exciting on a two-week holiday, but the practical, modified, pared down life I am living has taken its toll. I don't feel like my whole self. I find it distracting, and it's making me restless. My week is mundane, quite boring actually. It's the adventure of the weekends that keeps me here. It's the little moments and the friendships I've made that do make working through the frustrations worth it.
September 11, 2012
Now that's a mouthful!
Krung Thep Mahanakhon Amon Rattanakosin Mahinthara Ayuthaya Mahadilok Phop Noppharat Ratchathani Burirom Udomratchaniwet Mahasathan Amon Piman Awatan Sathit Sakkathattiya Witsanukam Prasit
And that simply means "City of Angels" (it's easy to understand why everyone has a nickname around here). There is conflicting information as to whether this is 'officially' a Guinness World Record title. Whatever. Hands down, Krung Thep wins.
The name is acutally more a history of the city than a name:
krungthep mahanakhonThe land of angels, the great city of
amorn rattanakosinimmortality, various of devine gems,
mahintara yudthaya mahadilok pohpthe great angelic land unconquerable,
noparat rajathanee bureeromland of nine noble gems, the royal city, the pleasant capital,
udomrajniwes mahasatarnplace of the grand royal palace,
amorn pimarn avaltarnsatitforever land of angels and reincarnated spirits,
sakatattiya visanukram prasitpredestined and created by the highest devas.
There is also uncertainty as to how the name Bangkok derived. Whatever it is, it stuck with the farangs. And so Krung Thep will forever be known to the rest of the world as Bangkok.
July 31, 2012
Dhamma Day: and a lesson in Buddhism
Friday marks the day that Theravada Buddhists celebrate Dhamma Day, also known as Asalha Puja or Asanha Puja Day (*nothing is spelled the same way twice using the Roman alphabet*). The festival is celebrated on the full moon day of the eighth lunar month. Dhamma Day commemorates the first teaching of the Buddha. After the Buddha attained enlightenment, or gained realization of the truth about reality, Buddha traveled throughout India from the city of Bodh Gaya to the deer park in Sarnath. Today, both Sarnath and Bodh Gaya are major sacred Buddhist sites. Upon reaching Sarnath, the Buddha gave lessons to his five original disciples. Those lessons delivered by the Buddha are often referred to as “the first turning of the wheel of dhamma.” Dhamma comes from the ancient Pali term Dhammacakkappavattana Sutta. Dhamma is the teaching of the Buddha and includes norms of behavior and ethical rules. At this time, the Buddha told his disciples about the Four Noble Truths. The Four Noble Truths are: life is suffering, the cause of suffering is craving, suffering can be eliminated by the extinguishing of craving, and there is a way to achieve this goal. The Buddha prescribed the Eightfold Path as the way to achieve the goal of extinguishing craving. The steps are: right understanding, right intent, right speech, right conduct, right livelihood, right effort, right mindfulness and right concentration. Throughout the world, the Four Noble Truths and the Eightfold Path remain central doctrines in Buddhism. Finally, the Buddha spoke about the Middle Way. The Middle Way is an avoidance of the extremes of indulgence and asceticism. The Buddha believed the Middle Way led to knowledge, calm and self-awakening. Dhamma Day coincides with the beginning of monsoon season, when the Buddha and his nuns and monks would suspend their wandering lifestyle for three months. The heavy rains would prevent them from journeying forward. They would use this time for meditation and reflection. At the end the rainy season, they would resume traveling and passing on the Buddha’s teachings.
Dhamma Day is a chance to express gratitude to the Buddha and other enlightened teachers. Many celebrate Dhamma Day by reading Buddhist scriptures and listening to sermons. Monks receive small gifts such as food and candles on Dhamma Day. Monasteries in countries such as Thailand, Cambodia, Laos and Myanmar hold three monthlong “rains retreats” shortly after Dhamma Day. The rain retreats are used as a time for study, meditation and teaching new monks.
*taken from: http://www.columbiamissourian.com/stories/2008/07/16/dhamma-day-celebrates-buddhist-teachers/
Monks collect alms (food and money, whatever is needed to help them sustain their lifestyle in the temples). Buddhists make merit by showing gratitude through offerings, and Ajarn Jay was kind enough to share his offering with me. He received more merit by sharing, and I earned merit by giving the food. It was a win, win for all! It was a satisfying feeling to stand among 3000 students who have the inherent qualities of generosity and gratitude. I found some of my M3 students to share the experience with--and I think they appreciated my interest and participation. We waited together for the monks to make their rounds. I was aware that monks cannot touch women, but I learned today that they cannot even take something directly from a woman's hands. As you can see from the photo below, I had to place my offering in the alms bowl first.
So, needless to say, later in the morning I found my gratitude in a much purer place.
July 30, 2012
wokin' hard in the kitchen
We met at the market to pick up the supplies on our menu and learn a few things about the vegetables, herbs, and other ingredients we would use. Including chilies from set your hair on fire inferno hot to they're only used to add color. I'm a mai sai prik (or a 'ah no spy-CEE') kind of a girl, so if it walks like a duck and quacks like a duck, it's too hot!...or something like that...At least I was able to control the spiciness of my own dishes, and my taste buds actually enjoyed some delicious Thai food for a change. Because there's nothing worse than have the spice hit you in the back of your throat--the kind that makes you cough and your eyes water. Especially when you have to ration your water because you're no longer in the land of free drink refills. But I digress.
They had the tiny 3 room apartment running like a fine oiled machine with at least 15 students cutting and stirring and eating and never getting in one another's way. It was traditional cooking in the sense that we were preparing our food while sitting on the floor. Despite having strangers' bare feet within inches of my food, I was into the experience. Kind of liberating.
My favorite dishes:
- Chicken Galangal Coconut Soup (tom-kha-gai)--it was very much like tom-yum without the intense spiciness and a different base.
- Fried Cashew Nuts with Chicken (gai-pad-med-mamaung)--lightly fried cubes of chicken, cashews, and vegetables, lightly coated in a sweet sauce.
- Desert Banana in Coconut Milk (khluy-buad-chee)--it's as simple and delicious as it sounds (I think. I don't remember preparing this).
June 27, 2012
Wai Kru
Wai Kru is celebrated in schools and universities all over Thailand at the start of the school year on a selected Thursday in the month of June. It is a ceremony that is steeped in culture and religion. I was able to participate in my first Wai Kru last Thursday. The school was buzzing with excitement and last minute preparations by the students. Walking to my office, I was stopped by a group of my M3 girls who presented me with my very first phuang malai (a small jasmine garland arrangment). They had one for all of their teachers. I've seen these around either being sold in stalls or on street corners, hanging from the taxi's rearview mirror, or drapped over an alter to Buddha. What I learned is that it is given as a small gesture of thanks and respect. I appreciated it--and it smell divine! Later in the day, I was given another garland by more students.
May 26, 2012
Seen Fun Porn, cultural differences that keep me smiling
I've begun my year-long adventure hitting the ground running. I've finished my second week of work and my third day with students. I can already tell this year will be filled with joys and challenges. I am discovering what my experience here at Nawamin School will teach me. Patience. Anyone who knows me knows that I'm always prepared...and, of course, organized is an understatement. That can all be thrown out the window, because no matter how prepared I am, things change. Before 11am Friday morning, my students brought the wrong textbook to school because their schedules indicated the other subject I teach them, another teacher walked in in the middle of the same class because administration had double booked us for the same period, and then as I try to be creative with my limited teaching resources, my video won't play. The Thais would say 'mai pen rai'--no problem! But I feel very ineffective, and I don't like spending my energy for that result. I hope soon I will find my stride and feel like I'm making gains with my students.
I do enjoy the students; they are all friendly and very respectful. And I'm impressed with my students' level of English. I think because they are Asian there is a misconception about the rigors of education. That isn't the case: Thai schools are not Chinese schools. Thai classrooms are very loud, lots of talking that never ceases. Sounds familiar...
...But where else will I have a classroom of students smiling as they wai (why) me at the beginning of each class? Where else will a student take his shoes off before entering my office to see me? Where else will you see 3000 Buddhist students sitting in straight rows in silent meditation in the hot morning sun? Definitely not in America. So for these things I am thankful.
But I am also preparing myself for the day my principles will be challenged. It's not a matter of if, it's a matter of when. No one fails in a Thai school. No one. And cheating is an accepted practice; administrators and teachers choose to look the other way. Amazing that something that could get an American teacher fired, and possibly cause her to lose her license, is the norm here. My conscience is not looking forward to this. Maybe how I cope with this is another lesson I am supposed to learn while I'm here.
May 12, 2012
Chang
Thailand, A Year in the Life...
After a week of orientation, I was able to settle in to my new digs, see my new school, and catch a glimpse of my new 'willage' (as my school coordinator says :)). Although I'm in Bangkok, I'm out in a suburb in Summakorn Village. I think I'm going to enjoy my little community. From my 3rd floor office at school I can faintly see the Downtown Bangkok skyline. Kinda cool. But now the real test begins--can I overcome the daunting challange of a strange country, acclimate to the culture, and have a positive experience? There will be other native English speakers working at my school who can share in the experience and make the difficult days a little easier. I have a little time before students arrive; my first day of school is May 14, the students begin May, 23. It's ironic that as I'm preparing to leave the profession, I take a job teaching abroad and start a new school year the day before students at home finish their school year.
I know day by day things will get easier. The days won't feel as hot. I'll always remember to carry toilet paper and hand sanitizer with me. And the food won't taste as spicy.
If you think of me during the next year, send a little light and love my way. Here's to a year in Thailand! Sawatdee kha!
November 20, 2011
Pura Vida!
I decided to say an extra day in San Jose to visit one of the many volcanoes here, Volcan Poas. I raised the blinds early this morning to a beautiful day. Pura vida. The tour was on it's way climbing the mountain past coffee plantations, strawberry farms, and fern nurseries under a bright blue sky. Pura vida. The travel guides warned about quickly changing weather conditions. Soon, the skies clouded up and it rained for the rest of the day. We hiked up to the crater lake that was hidden in a pit of clouds. I was only able to catch a glimpse of the terrain and the edge of the lake. I could smell it, though. It a pure sulfuric acid lake that's formed in the crater that, of course, cannot support any life. But it creates an interesting green color that steams and occasionally blows the world's highest geysers at 590'. Central Crater is a mile wide and over 900' deep (2nd largest crater lake in the world). Despite the rain the hike was nice albeit a little trying on the lungs because of the 8660' altitude.
We made our way back down the mountain to the Doka coffee plantation where I learned about harvesting and roasting coffee. Coffee beans are what built this country, and the combination of the perfect climate of the tropical rainforest, the perfect altitude, and the perfect volcanic soil are the reason why.
We finished our tour at the small artisan town of Sarchi recognized as a UNESCO World Heritage Site for its historical, colorfully painted ox carts that were traditionally used to transport coffee beans. Now it's a center for all kinds of Costa Rican crafts.
I've enjoyed my extra day here in San Jose, but I'm excited to get to Puerto Jimenez to see my friends! Bright and early in la mañana.
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June 20, 2011
¡Adios, amigos!
Despite the many difficulties I've encountered on this trip, I have seen and done some amazing things. Things I wouldn't have had the opportunity to see or do if I didn't take a chance. Peru has a beautiful landscape of ocean, desert, mountains, and jungle steeped in history and tradition. I'm glad I came, but it always feels good to come home. Adios, Peru.
Woman goes batty while being held hostage in the jungle
Afterwards we went looking for the pink freshwater dolphins. We didn't find any. I was able to see some of the Victoria Regia lily pads. They were located in a freshwater lake on an island in the middle of the Amazon River. We are now in the dry season. In only a few more days boats will no longer be able to access the lake because the water level will be too low. I was lucky to see the famously big lily pads. Although these weren't the biggest or prettiest. On the ride we spotted lots of birds (kingfishers, hawks, toucanets) and a few sloths (even a momma sloth with her newborn baby attached to her chest).
After dinner we took a night canoe float to find some night wildlife. Because the canopy covers the cloudy sky above, it is pitch black in the jungle. We were in a tiny, hollowed out, wooden canoe equipped with only paddles and flashlights. The darkness of the jungle is scary in a canoe, especially when you think you're going to tip over into the murky waters of the Amazon River. We saw a few spiders. Very large spiders. And an Amazon boa constrictor in a tree. Just below in a neighboring tree we saw an innocent frog who was soon to be his dinner.
Early Sunday morning I was awakened because I had to go to the bathroom. I heard fluttering wings that were too big to be a moth, although I was hoping it was only a moth. I jumped out of the mosquito netting and ran quickly to the bathroom. I could still hear the fluttering, so I quickly ran back under the safety of the netting on my bed. I flashed my light under the other bed. Two bats flew out from under my bed TOWARDS MY FLASHLIGHT!!! I think I was too scared to scream. For the next 1.5 hours I watched 8 more bats fly out from under the bed. OH, MY GOD!!! After I felt certain that the bats were gone, I started getting ready for breakfast, packing my things to leave. There was a resident green parrot perched on the railing outside my room. He greeted me with an Hola, buenas dias. So I said good morning back. He had followed me into my room. I wasn't sure how close to get to the parrot. Would he bite my face off? I don't know. But he wouldn't let me pass. He started hissing at me. Then he bit my shoe. I got around him and finished packing my bag. I was ready to leave the room, but he wouldn't let me. He was holding me hostage in my room! He hiss and bit more until I finally shuffled my way out. I later found out this parrot doesn't like women. After the bats and the parrots, it was time to move on.
The jungle is a fascinating place. Very alive.
Welcome to the jungle!
I met a great lady from Pennsylvania who brought a small group down to do some work for Adopt-a-School. She's been coming for years bring school supplies for the teachers and children. She trades things for their handicrafts, takes the handicrafts back to the states to sell, and sends the money back to the villagers. This money is enough to keep the school operating for another school year. A very special lady to these people doing very special work.
After lunch and a nap in the hammock, my guide took me over to visit the local village of the Yagua's (red people). Their culture is dying. Young people are attracted to the opportunities in the bigger towns and cities. The Yaguas have reconstructed a village for demonstration: culture, dances, dress. I danced and tried my hand (or mouth) at the blowgun. Nailed the target! They make money from selling their handicrafts. I bought a a few things. I even had the opportunity to cuddle a little girl's pet sloth. What an interesting creature!
It was early to bed for an early start the following morning.
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Perspective
Walking into the remoteness of one of the world's biggest mountain ranges provides perspective. As I marveled at God's great creation, I quickly realized how small and insignificant I am. So wrapped up in my own life, I'm missing the big picture. It really made me think about my future. What am I doing to make my mark? What will my legacy be? Something to ponder...
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June 19, 2011
Machu Picchu, nice to meet you!

Day 1: The official check in was at 10am, and we were on our way. The starting altitude was 8790 ft. The altitude would pose an issue to any hiker even natives of the Sacred Valley. The solution was to chew coca leaves or drink coca de mate tea--and lots of it! Day 1 climb was not too bad, but we did cover a lot of ground, about 9 miles. We saw our first Inca ruins and learned a lot about the Inca way of life in these high up communities. We reached camp that evening at 5pm at an altitude of 10, 824 ft. Day 1 was a long, very hot, tiring day, but we knew that Day 2 would really be the hardest. Most of the camp was asleep by 8:30pm ready for an early day to come.
Day 2: We were on the trail at 6:30am preparing to hike 11 hours, 10 miles, at altitudes dropping to 9840 ft and rising to the highest at 13, 776 ft. at the top of Dead Woman's Pass. That is exactly what I felt like when we reached it before noon. Not only were the distance, the altitude, and the incline challenging, the actual trail was trying. The trail is in ruins from the original stone path. Very uneven path with many, many, many uneven steps. It will wear on the ankles and the knees. Going up you exert so much energy and find yourself with heavy breath. Downhill was easier on the lungs, but brutal on the knees and ankles. Day 2 was a feat. There were moments I was moved forward only by sheer will. I was spent when I finally arrived at camp that evening, literally very proud of the ground I had covered. Day 2 was the example of why I wanted to do this. The trek. The trip to Peru by myself. To test my limits and see what I was capable of.
Day 3:We set off a little later today and had a much easier trail to cover. Our starting altitude was 12300 ft. The decline was not as sharp, but very uncomfortable on the knees after yesterday. It was a pleasant day. We stopped at a few ruins and had the opportunity to really enjoy the beauty of our surroundings. What an incredibly beautiful place these mountains are. It is amazing how the Incas created such a powerful civilization in such an inhospitable place on the sides of these high, high mountains. We arrived to Day 3s camp early, for lunch. This camp also offered showers and beer. I had both. I deserved them. Still an early night. Machu Picchu awaited at sunrise.
Day 4: We started our hike at 4:30am. In order to watch the sun rise on Machu Picchu from the Sun Gate, we had to. It was an easy hike (except the portion of the trail where I was climbing stairs so steep with my hands and feet). Everyone was moving quickly, feeling the urgency to "get there." At 6am we reached our destination. Marveling at that sight made all of the struggle worth every minute. I would not have wanted it any other way. The bus riders were robbed of something special. We spent a few hours with our guide touring Machu Picchu. The knowledge and the craftsmanship of this civilization was unmatched. The Spanish never found Machu Picchu hidden high in the mountains. And yet it's still such a mystery that it simply disappeared...
Machu Picchu was "discovered" by Hiram Bingham 100 years ago. Although the natives knew it existed, it was long hidden under the forest. Sidenote: Hiram Bingham, a Yale professor and anthropologist, was the basis of the character Indiana Jones. It only took 6 years to uncover the massive citadel and the miles and miles of road, but he also had thousands of local men working to uncover the remains.
Murphy's Law
June 16, 2011
Keep on bloggin'
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June 11, 2011
cuy ew-wee!
Sidenote: I am in a shoebox of a convenience store squeezed in corner typing this. I just looked down to find a stray dog in here sitting beside me. Whatever.
I have been searching for an establishment to serve me chicha that won't make me sick. I'm running out of time...
I'm meeting with my trek guide in about 25 mintues. He's going to brief me about the Inca Trail hike that begins tomorrow. I'm excited and apprehensive about this hairbrained idea. I don't know what I've gotten myself into....I'm praying for endurance and safety.
Another sidenote: things are dirt cheap here. Last night I bought to bottles of water and a roll of toilet paper that cost me less than $1. An hour on the Internet cost less than $1, too. I decided to take a cab back to my hostel this afternoon. The walk would have taken me about 40 minutes. The ride, $1. Peru's nickname should be Everything's A Dollar!
The best and longest conversations I've had have been with child street vendors. They're only trying to sell me junk, but I humored them and helped them practice their English.
I walked the very narrow cobblestone streets today. It was easy to get winded on the hills, and there are a lot of hills. The Spanish invaded in the 1500s. They destroyed yet another civilization but they were smart enough to know good construction when they saw it. Although many things were destroyed, the original Inca wall remains. No morter, stones shaped so well they've stood the test of time and earthquakes.
Happy trails!!!
